You love him but you can’t have him, It would be going against all odds, unacceptable . One of the “it was never meant to be.” But there is a thin line of “it could be.” Your heart skips a beat at the thought of people knowing you like him a little too much. Could be embarrassing. They will think you are lame. You can’t ignore the fact that he drives you insanely crazy. This kills you silently. But you have made peace with knowing it can never be more than what you would want it to become. You fantasize. Maybe hit it and get over it. He will reject…